Sometimes it all just gets to be too much.
It sucks when you can’t talk your way out of things. It also sucks when you don’t have any money.
When will I catch a break?
I am hiding from some beast
But the beast was always here
Watching without eyes
Because the beast is just my fear
That I am just nothing
Now its just what I’ve become
What am I waiting for
Its already done
I think we all have more problems than we’re willing to admit. And maybe we should stop trying to fill the void that those problems create with poisonous people and harmful activities. After all, you can’t enjoy life when looking at it through a blurred glass. And contrary to popular belief it will eventually catch up to you. Because unfortunately you can’t live like you’ll be in your 20s forever because sadly you won’t.
And sometimes it feels like I didn’t know the people I called my friends at all. Maybe we were all just lying to ourselves.